The ultimate core lesson to be mastered as a human being is transcending the EGO, freeing ourselves from being a slave to our endless desires and unlocking the illusory chains that keep us victims in the human experience.
The real prison is within yourself, in your programming, it is in the codings and layout for how you as a human are supposed to think and react. The EGO structure is the marionette giving it to you, instructing you. The constant enticing voice in your head telling you you want it, you need it, you can’t live without it. Or feeding you with thoughts and feelings of fear, lack and limitations, or that you have no choice, just to keep you within the construct of the game, so you can easily be controlled.
The mastery of your human experience is achieved when you are free to explore the pleasures, joy and bliss of life, without being attached to it or the outcomes. Not believing you depend on it, to survive or thrive. It is achieved with the deep inner knowing and experience that your thoughts and feelings of lack and limitation was just an illusory prison to keep you in place, until you found the key to unlock yourself. But it is a challenging game, because the secret key is hidden inside you, not outside, where the EGO makes you seek. Then you’ll see there are actually only open space, vastness, abundance and opportunity. It was all a mind game.
When this most profound human mastery class is understood (remembered) and the journey into the deepest, truest self is embraced, one starts to get a clue of how we’ve let ourselves be victims to our ego-mind for so so long. We’ve let it be the captain and advisor of our sacred vehicle, taking us to shores as passengers only, believing there was no way off, falsly accepting that life is but an endless journey of instant self gratification and satisfaction of our assumed needs and desires.
The whole idea of playing in the human 3 dimensial polarized reality IS however to discover how the game is played, through experience and exploration. And for the dynamics to function, there had to be expressions of everything present, so that the souls could eventually navigate according to and aligned with the "soul plan". The programming, the loud and clear EGO structure residing inside of us, steering us to the more easy, obvious, self-serving choices, but really leading us astray... The soft and quiet voice of our soul whispering and calling us back home, back into our ancient history and truth... We willingly agreed to all of this and wanted the experience for soul evolution.
But how is one supposed to understand this, when the plot and all the rules and guidelines are forgotten, when one enters into the play?
It’s all there inside you. Safely guarded and kept deep inside your heart and in your soul’s wisdom, ready to be activated when the timing is right. And the only way in is with the guidance of your deepest inner knowing and emotions. They lead the way to truth.
In my experience, when your soul is tired of the endless seeking and struggle to satisfy the desires, when your heart is exhausted and wants to come back home, your higher self will bring the necessary experiences to you, to start the long, humbling, heart opening journey back into full consciousness and realization of who you really are.
Often you’ll first get to a point where you tend to indulge in the desires, trying to feel alive, but never actually appreciating them that much or feeling happy about satisfying them, nothing lasts for long and you think you need more. Then frustration, sadness and emptiness often comes, and also deep grief from the soul. This is usually when one is motivated to start the inner work, with observation of oneself, understanding and embracing, accepting, clearing, detoxifying, loving, balancing, letting go. For a while, when the veils are lifting and one sees, perhaps for the first time, how deeply asleep one was to the dynamics and programming of the EGO vs higher self, one might feel an urge to let everything go, distancing oneself from it all, not engaging in anyone or anything, just purifying oneself and be in a still place of not wanting anything, before balance in a new human experience is restored. Be aware though that this phase can often be «labeled» as depression or similar by the outside world and maybe by the self as well, if one does not have enough insight into the journey the soul is taking you on. Know that each stage is important and takes as long as the soul needs to become whole again. The process goes in spirales and circles, in curves and straight lines, all happening at once, and nothing happening at all. Chaos, carousels, breakdowns, fear, dark nights of the soul, empty voids, apathy, surrender, inspiration, gratitude, love, bliss.
Do not expect to fully understand any of the different stages before you are actually in them, experiencing them to the fullest yourself. Body, mind, heart and soul. Your perspectives will drastically and dramatically, soft and humbly, change, many times, as the profoundness reveils itself to you and the infinite and ever evolving insight and knowing will reprogram and shift you to your core.
It is all part of the EGO dying and the human light-body waking up through expanding, opening up, releasing, clearing, activating, remembering, integrating, bringing to life. Making space for the soul to descend (come down and into the physical body = embodiment of the soul) and birthing from within a new experience for the human being. In this new reality, the EGO has died, the soul is in deep gratitude and love for it’s service and the Unified Self is the new master. The human being is now experiencing life on (New) Earth from a fully awakened crystalline consciousness. It has upgraded and shifted it’s programming, cleared distortions and illusions, healed wounds and trauma and brought online the full human capacity and potential of a multidimensional existence.
This journey is often referred to as the ascension process.