This month is a time for the collective consciousness (humanity) to deeply understand karmic patterns in our relationships (all kinds; child/parent, family, lovers, friends, collegues) to be able to own and release them.
It’s when you spend time in environments and with people that trigger you, that you learn what your inner demons/ego programming are.
Examples of programming is the creating fear and being the savior by «control and safety» game, the dominant/submissive power game, the victim/martyr mentalities you operate from, the energy manipulation tactics you use to control your surroundings, the narcissism and empath game, to name a few, and all the emotional trauma, wounds, pain and suffering that this creates. An endless loop of judgement toward self and hence others, the lack of self love and freedom in yourself and hence ability to give and receive from others, the agendas, the inner prison, the contractedness, doubt and resentment....at the core, all consequences of experiencing oneself as separate from Source. A chasing game to achieve something that you BELIEVE (which is the ego programming) you are not or don’t have. When in truth you have and are everything, if you would only ALLOW it to come through.
How, you might ask?
These environments/people are your mirrors, to help you see clearly your ego programming, all aspects of you that you hold and carry so heavily, that are deeply embedded in your cells, in your blood, your flesh, your muscles, your skin, your jaws, your teeth, every little part of your body and mind, and further which is the reason why your heart is closed.
This is NOT who you really are, it is NOT your soul. It is just the human programming in this game. And if you fall inwards and behind this mask, this identity, who will feel who you really are, you are the OBSERVER of your identity in the game.
When you are exhausted and tired enough of the battle with your ego, when you are ready to stop the blame game and take full responsibility for your life and creations, understanding that as long as you have triggers, it’s a matter of soul contracts that are not yet fulfilled (they are the whole driving force behind your evolutionary soul journey here), then you surrender.
You are not giving up. You just stop getting in your own way and instead start letting something easier and smarter coming through, a higher consciousness. The deep realization of the existence of your own inner ego matrix, make it easier for you to start the purifying process, to peel off the layers, to shift your software to a higher quality program that allows you to experience an up-leveled reality. Your body structure is the hardware and your programming (where you operate from and all the programs installed) is the software.
Everything is possible to change in the moment you are ready. Mastering the shift is only dependent on your conscious choice, dedication, focus and perseverance.